All very well verbalized. Offense and defense have taken hits and recovered.

 

As one who spectates everything that happens around himself but rarely does anything,

 

how could I get involved. Im not. I just want to be there to hold the record straight

 

for those who like to turn the truth many directions. I hope for the best because

 

I care for many, respect few, and fear none. Who am I to even say that?

 

...time will only tell...

People are stupid.

 

THE END.

So horrible things happen and my sweety is still always there to love me and support me, even push me to do better. I love you Katy so much and i don't care if others think they have it better, I know we have what's real and strong. I wish i hadn't been such a procrastinator and had made myself more prepared but oh well, it's my fault. I need to figure out the rest of my life..... again.

So I was told that I need to update my mindsay......

 

Well, the musical is over and I am very proud of it. I spent an awesome weekend with my girlfriend, and now I am eating some clam chowder soup. YUMMMMMM  I have to say that being with my girlfriend is really the best thing to do. I had the best time this weekend and I love being with someone crazy like me. I love her. A vacation right now sounds realy really really good. The school year is almost over and I can't believe it. This year has been awesome minus a math class, lol. I just want to be home with my babylove every day. I had a great weekend. Now it's time for another week of school. yippeeeeeee. baugh.

So, I go through everyday letting down the one person who is most dear to me. What's up with that?!?!?! Do I think that I will always have them around? Yes. But I want to be more considerate and actually make them so happy that they cry. My problem is time, responsibilities, and laziness. I wish I had less of some and more of the other. Ya, know? I am just tired of making them sad and mad. I can't wait till this musical is over so I can return to being me again and make them happy. I am horrible. Why can't I be better though? I want to fix my idiocy. I want to do things right and make that one person happy that is the world to me. I know I could never do enough.